AGAIN, i'm not bashing Ohno's acting now, only his acting way back in the day. i just need to make that clear again :)

>//< thank all of you for the wonderful comments! i appreciate all of them. >//<

without further ado, some angst followed by some comedy - douzo~!
( For Dream~! )

Wow...long chapter. enjoy~! :D

( For Dream~! )

I'm already half-way done! (posting-wise that is) craaap...i really need to get working on Mood bulb...it's my intention to update that once i've finished posting this. >.>

side note: when i say Ohno's acting hasn't quite matured, i'm referring here to how his acting WAS back in the day of V no Arashi. Riida, though adorable, just did not know how to act well then. (none of them did) but now he's amazing, so it's ok. but i just wanted to make it clear that i'm not bashing Ohno's current acting. (which makes me weak in the knees. srsly, that man. -______-)

enough chit-chat - enjoy~!
( For Dream~! )

Ch three is REEEALLY short, so i've smushed 4 in w/ it. enjoy~! :DD
( For Dream~! )

Posting another ch today feels like cheating, but...well, the first ch already got replies and it's so short i feel bad, so... you're in luck! ch 2 for the win! :DD
( Chapter 2~! )

Usually I translate the title, but for this fic…the ambiguousness of Japanese is what I was going for. It can either mean “Because of a dream” or “Because it’s a dream” or both or any combination of the two. And yes, this is based off a dream I had.

Oh, and this takes place in Arashi’s early days (before Ohmiya SK). I may have taken some liberties with their timeline, but oh well shoot me.
( For Dream~! )

I wrote this a looong time ago (back in...like, may or something) but...i dunno the end was really hard to get right. i think i've got it now, but we'll see. i've read over this so many times it's hard to tell. on another note, now i can't decide if i like the opening or not, but the story works w/out it, so i'm posting that first.

oh, and I know this fic is going to feel sort of…detached, like there are things missing, but that is all intentional, so don’t worry. I wanted the detached feeling so that the audience could get a sense of what Ohno is feeling throughout this.

WARNINGS: it’s a death fic. I came up with the title first and the rest just kinda…fell into place? I also wrote this mostly during my psyche classes, so that may have something to do w/ the…slight mental instability on Ohno’s behalf. I also had Niji on repeat, so that helped w/ the mood.

Lastly, I know Japanese culture doesn’t bury it’s dead, but for the sake of this fic, it wouldn’t have worked otherwise, so please excuse the cultural discrepancies.

sorry for talking so much... enjoy!
( It's Rainy Here )

So photobucket keeps sending me these "ALERT you've exceeded the bandwith!!" messages...which just means that i'm getting too many people looking at my pictures each month...which isn't a bad thing, (hell, i'm estatic) i'm just letting ppl know why the links may not have worked recently. I plan on getting a new account (no way in hell am i paying for one) but...yeah...

For everyone who made me exceed the bandwith--I love you. really. :DDD

for everyone who couldn't view the pics b/c of the ppl who made me exceed the bandwith...i'm very sorry, but it resets every month so it should be fine now. (plus, the new account should help)

as for when the next one will be...i can't promise anything soon. school's been hard and finding a job has been a bitch and...i just don't seem to have any time to WATCH arashi nevermind doing picspams. srsly, i'm on withdrawl ;__;

I had writer's block, but now i'm back! ;Db (and not from this chapter, but chapter 12. i just...wanted to get over it before i posted more. sorry.) anyway, i'm good now, and you all have a nice smut chapter to look forward to next time! :DD oh, and btw...i'm waaay exhausted right now, so i'm uploading it here now and i'll upload it on Ohmiya later. i'm even too lazy to put in lj-cuts and stuff cuz that requires...memory. O.o;;

oh, and i don't really know anything about Chisa so she may be ooc, but...who really cares about her anyway?
( Get in the mood )

uwaa~ hisashiburi desu ne?? for whatever reason (aka WORK WORK FSLAIHGLSGH) i now have more time being in college than being at home. *cough* WORK KILL ME I STILL NEED A JOB *cough* but before that happens, (and since it's 1:30 and i'm still hyper from watching AnS and listening to the hidden track on 5x10) i decided to get back to my... life-away-from-life. ;Db

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( to the gropage! )

*gasp* mood bulb is going on a short angst trip since ch 9 just about drained me of funny. but not to worry, there's some nice smut on the horizon!!
( *gasp!* MB has angst!? )

I found this on someone's lj...i don't remember who's. but i decided to do it ^.^b

here's the results~!!

		I will marry Aiba.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Kyoto in our fabulous House.
		We will have 0 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Blue Corolla.
		I will spend my days as a Shufu, and live happily ever after.

Aiba will be my hubby, he'll be mine forever (no annoying kids to get in our way >:D) and i get to be a house wife!!

OMG this is the most cracktastic ch yet. just warning you all. i mean jeez, just look at the title O.o

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( Get in the Mood )

Last ch!! this one's a bit happier. a happy ending for a depressing fic!! it's sappy too. ^.^b

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( YAY FLUFF )

So it's been...what, a week? two? since i've updated this?? @.@ i just can't tell anymore. the weeks are going by so fast! (but that's a good thing, A GOOD THING!!) i've been writing pretty much every day on my break, so this fic is really picking up, and i've been feeling...very hyper lately. like today. i was so energetic i did air guitar to Sakura Sake in my room. -_-;;

enough of me! Enjoy this chapter!!
( Get in the Mood )

here comes another one!!! i've got some gifs for ya too yaaay!!! ^.-

enjoy!!
( Ohmiya is my life )

AND SO DID MY CALENDER!!!! I JUST WATCHED AN ARASHI CONCERT CAN ANYBODY TELL!??!!?!

:DDDDD

i'm so pumped right now!!! gonna write some Mood Bulb, or maybe finish picspam #5. or both!! YAAY!!!

srsly, the tv went off and i kinda sat there like, 'what now??' i was all ready to watch it again, not even kidding ^.-

SO I AM OFF TO DO SHIT!!! WHOOHOOO!!!!

i must never eat a tub of cookie dough while watching an Arashi concert EVER. AGAIN. it makes me literally INSANE.

I'M GO GET LATTE AND DO STUFF!!!! I ALREADY SAID THAT!! I AM WAAAY TOO HYPER FOR MY OWN GOOD!!! I SHOULD NOT EVEN POST THIS ALL YOUS GONNA THINK I'M CRAZY!!!! :DDDDDDDD

whatever. i am WAAY past caring right now.

ARASHI LOVE FOREVER YAAAAAAY!!!!!!

Every entry i post nowadays seems like one large apology...but i am sorry for not posting this sooner. and it's all written too, and even if it has to be edited, that's still pretty pathetic. work's just been eating my summer (and my soul) away one day at a time...it sucks being broke. and yet i bought the 2009 Arashi calender and the AA concert and a dvd player (which i don't even know if it'll work) to go with it...somebody shoot me. -_-

enough of my depressing rambling (oh wait, this entire story is my depressing rambling XDD) whatever. enjoy this chapter anyways!! there's a ch. 3 and then that's it, and i'd promise it soon, but i just am sucking at promises these days so...as soon as i can.

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( False Alarm Ch. 2 )

first of all, i laughed my ASS off at those rankings! don't take this serious guys, i'm only having fun. Anyway, here's what i think. ;D

Sho would definitely be a great dad. Put Sho with kids and it's just ovary explosion. So i totally agree with him as #1.

I'm not sure how well Aiba would do as #2. I'd be very scared for those kids' lives. (i'm getting horror images w/ liquid nitrogen here folks)

Here's where i start to disagree. Nino should not be #3, he should be #5. i guess he could entertain them w/ magic and play video games w/ them, but...do the kids realize how mean he can get? all i can picture is him getting pissed off and yelling at them: "What are you--GET AWAY FROM THERE!! *runs to protect DS*" or maybe "NO YOU CAN NOT HAVE ICE CREAM!!! I'M NOT BUYING YOU SQUAT NOW GO TO YOUR ROOM!!!" XDDD (ok, maybe i'm being a little harsh, but hey, it's funny)

i'm not sure Matsujun would be any better...well, ok, he is adorable in HnA but i just don't think he could be a full-time dad. he's a bit too perverted too...still, he'd be better than Nino so i give him slot #3.

Ohno...i've got mixed feelings. as for being a good dad...no, he sucks w/ kids. Ohno w/ kids would be an epic 'leave-it-alone' episode. he'd be one of those quiet dads that just watches as their kid does all this crap...kinda like this:

'Oh, now he's gonna eat the glue...well, he'll learn his lesson when he can't poop tomorrow...i wonder how it tastes' -_-

but if you look at it from the kid's point of view, he'd just be a really big teddy bear (cuz that's what he is). he'd be the nice dad. "You want ice cream? ok. that really expensive toy too? ok. a piggy back ride? ok. lullaby? ok." and it continues. Ohno would not be able to say no. he has a hard enough time expressing his feelings on food XDD

as for an assistant...Matsujun should not be first, he should be #5. we've all seen how annoyed he gets doing anything he doesn't want to. MnA is a perfect example. besides, those guys just picked him cuz he'd bring in the ladies. um...that wasn't exactly the ranking we were looking for.

Sho would be #1 definitely. (i know, again.) but he'd be smart enough to be able to figure stuff out on his own and he'd do his job.

Nino should be #4. at least Aiba would do the job, even if he would mess up at it. Nino would get bored so quickly...i imagine him running off to hide in a broom closet to play his DS XDD

i think Ohno would be a good assistant actually...he may look like an air head, but he's very obedient. when told what to do, he wouldn't complain, he'd just do it. quietly. i also get the feeling that he would pay close attention to detail. to the request: "I want 5 sugars in my coffee and 3 creams" and Ohno would count them all out carefully...while Nino or Jun would just dump in what looked like the right amount.

I guess that leaves Aiba as #3...i don't really have an image of him as an assistant...but i don't think he'd do a very good job. maybe he should be in 5th place instead...

OK now for the fun part!! the okama ranking!! XDD

i loved this. to death. and the LOOK ON SHO'S FACE when he was placed was hilarious. "I want to lick his skin" and "He seems kinda perverted" WOULD be pretty shocking to the boy. he had the perfect O.O face going on HAHA!!!

but i don't agree. Sho's not the perverted one, JUN IS!!!

so here's my ranking.

Ohno, definitely #1. that boy's fingers are just too gay...he's just too gay for his own good. i'm surprised no one mentioned his package (cuz to gay men, that's really all that counts) but then again i'm sure they wouldn't have aired that. they were probably all thinking it tho. (i wonder if they've seen Ohno dressed as a maid...or pretending to be bound on that AnS ep...cuz those were very deciding moments for me XDD) plus...a gay man just cannot resist an artist. Brian couldn't do it on QAF and neither can they.

Nino's #2. and not just to complete the Ohmiya pair here. that boy's lips are just...so gay. he's got spunk too, which i daresay would be good in bed.

Jun = #3. just because of his body. it's like, perfect. long and skinny...plus he's just so perverted.

I'm having trouble ranking Aiba and Sho. hmm...well, let's go with this.

Aiba would at least...keep an open mind about the whole thing. acting like a bouncy puppy helps. i give him a 4.

Sho's just too straight for me. (but that's a good thing. i'm talking about from a gay man's perspective here...god i am SUCH a fag hag, but whatever) so, yeah...way too straight. i give him a 5.

but that's just me folks. i'm curious to know if anyone thinks differently. when i did the Arashi Drunk Meme before, i learned a lot about...Arashi being drunk...haha, that sounds like such useless information!! XD but i really enjoyed hearing what ppl thought and learning more about how they were in real life. so let me know what you think, ok?

and now i'm going to go raid the fridge. i'm freaking starving.

I'm taking a break from Mood Bulb. I started ch 8, but...it's still got a ways to go. so i figured i'd post sth i've had written for a while. i was gonna post it after i finished Mood Bulb, but since that little project has turned out to be quite long, i figured now works.

it's to the song False Alarm by KT Tunstall (my girl). if you haven't heard the song, i've uploaded it on MU. here's the link: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=1DQBF5AD

enjoy!!
(  False Alarm )